Felt too much or too little to even bring myself to draw, making post for the sake of myself.

Starting to think I have chronic depression...

World is stupid, life is endless loop of suffering, and I sit in darkest depths of the bottomless pit where's no light coming through... Might as well make myself comfortable because no one would care to take me out of it nor I would try to crawl on the walls again, they are too steep and I'm bound to fall.

Had very bad thoughts especially to do something not very good on the day I had birthday, and well... I'm still here and won't go, because no people or the world will push me over the edge again.

Anyway, art is still what I crave to do, maybe as well will be writing fanfics or something, writing seems cool...

Hopefully I'll start posting art again, and I don't want to be a person who's personality is depressed, so, I might need to do something about it but most probably won't...

Hope someone has a nice day or night or whatever.